🌻 never be someone's crush?

i could never be somebody's crush,
i could never be the romantic interest of some other girl's story,
i'm not pretty enough to have that kind of love,
that kind of where she stares at you and says that,
"you're soo beautiful".

i'm not pretty enough to be loved from afar.
pined after. persued.

sure, someone will love me eventually
but they'll have to know me,
and maybe that's not so bad,
but is it too much to be wanted like the girls
want the pretty guys? to be wanted
like i see on tv?

i just want someone to have a crush on me,
a silly little crush, for
a silly little boy.